Lyrics

All bets are off I started rooting for the other team
Like the devil cared a little bit and won the rights to everything
He doesn't hold a gun against my head in fact
I pulled one on my own instead
Putting bullets in the barrel I looked to him and said

I'm not gambling for the money I'm not putting up a fight
Take my memories and my glasses I've got nothing in sight
You can take all of the guilt away
I've built nothing anyway
Except for all that debt with enemies I promised not to pay

Cause we shoot for good intentions
I just don't aim them at myself
Walking backwards with a blindfold on
Put my heart up on the shelf
Checked the agenda words in gold they say it’s all about the flight
Manipulate repress the memories to get me through the night

Tried to apply what the therapist has said
Live in the moment oh my darling read the books that I had read
Pay no attention to pop culture it all goes over my head
Too busy living the day in existential dread

I can either hide out in this hole or I can get out there and fight
But I’ll never choose the latter haven't got a clue what's right
Not a bone in this body keeping me authentic
Just a closed off thief that identifies with a certain hallucinogenic

Life’s a bear walking through my woods
And I’m always on the run
What have I become

Survival mode has me living fast
Never really been the daring type so I bet it on my past
Got a very quiet history so I’ll always be a mystery
Got my dollar back for looking at some things I shouldn't see

I'm not gambling for the money I'm not putting up a fight
Take my memories and my glasses I've got nothing in sight
You can take all of the guilt away
I've built nothing anyway
Except for all that debt with enemies I promised not to pay

Cause we shoot for good intentions
I just don't aim them at myself
Walking backwards with a blindfold on
Put my heart up on the shelf
Checked the agenda words in gold they say it’s all about the flight
Manipulate repress the memories to get me through the night